Abusive dream only, but what does it mean?

You don't seem to be comfortable with the ideas of having with your boyfriend. There may be some negative energy in this relationship that you are picking up on, I would be careful. If he is a very controlling person, that would be a bad sign. One should not be pressured into . It is suppose to be a positive and responsible action. One should be able to have a lot of fun without requiring right away, if you have a good and understanding relationship. is not everything, and should never be pushed on someone as though it is required. When you are sure your boyfriend shows proper sensitivity, and understanding torward you, and what you want in the relationship, then you can consider whether would be a positive thing for both of you. I hope I have address the issues the dream brought out.